Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I'm done.

I've been thinking about what you've been saying about me. About how I put more into our friendship than you do. About how you think I'm crazy in love with you. And you're right, I guess a lot of times I do act like that. It's true I care more about you than you do about me, but it's not true that I'm crazy in love with you. How can I love someone so heartless? How can I love someone that doesn't give a crap ass about me. I've done so much for you, you don't even realize it. You take it all for granted and you never even try do anything nice for you. So you know what? I'm through with you. I'm through with trying, I'm through with all the bullshit you put me through. You don't understand what it means to be a true friend, you complain all the time about how you don't have a real friend, but there's something I never had the guts to tell you. You've been looking for friends in the wrong direction. You don't appreciate those that actually care about you and you love those who care less about you. You're so full of yourself, you know that? So this is my blog post dedicated to you. I'm done with trying. I'm done with being the last resort. I'm done with you. From today on, I'm going to do the things you've wanted me to do. Not for you, but for me. From today on, it's all about me. It's all about the life I'm leading right now. It's all about the friends that truly care about me. Fuck you. I wasted the last five years of my life either crying, worrying, or giving a shits ass about you. But starting today, I'm done. I got 3 weeks until school starts. Three weeks to do crazy shit. And 3 weeks to make the rest of my summer the first of the best summers I'm about to have without you.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Sometimes...

I feel like a complete dumbass. I mean like, why the fuck do I even give a rat's ass about this guy so much? I dont know. :(

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

:(

I don't know why im turning out to be like this. I hate the side he brings me out to be -.-